Where will this lead?

I wonder where this blog will lead me? I'd almost forgotten about it already. Maybe I won't turn into a hard-core blogger, but it might just be nice to have somewhere to place my thoughts and feelings every once in a while.

DH's grandfather is dying. We went to visit him yesterday and even though we're not close to him at all it was still an emotional time. Just knowing that it's the last time we'll see him. Hugging a man that I know will be gone in a matter of days. He still seemed so with it mentally. It was just so hard to think that soon he'll just be gone. We're not sure where he's at spiritually. Says he's made peace with God, but what does that mean exactly? I pray that he's found salvation through Christ. Almost impossible to imagine what's waiting for him if he hasn't. The whole thing just really makes me think of the importance of family and love and God. Yet in the everyday moments those things are most often the ones I take for granted. The most important things. WHY IS THAT?